Arise, grim Lazarus,
there’s work to be done.
Like a leopard to the kill,
you return and feast on me,
tail idly flicking at my dreams.
The One True Cross you’ve tucked away
in your dung-covered cloak
to use for toothpicks.
Spider, toad, devourer of hours,
I know you’re often bored
with nothing to do when things go well–
then you shrivel like a spore and
I fantasize I’m rid of you.
But the tiniest misstep,
the smallest doubt
is like spring rain:
demon seeds sown long ago
sprout with absurd speed
and up you clamber Jack-fashion
to slay a beloved, gentle giant.
With you the firmest ground becomes
shifting sand that blows away
along with every grain of
poetry and song.
What’s left–
a fractured, blackened monolith
and foulest murder in the mind.
Oh traitor, what would I be
without you?
A carefree god or icon-carver
with golden wings
that glittered in the sun.
Dumb bastard, you don’t know what’s real.